here it is 11:03 at night and i still can not sleep. I am usually in bed by now for at least an hour. We got highspeed internet this week. YEAH! its so much nicer than dial up. I really needed it for school this semester. Thats another thing.. i can not seem to get connected (mentally) for these classes. I dont know what the problem is. i just feel unconnected. i feel unconnected with the world. Whats my purpose? what am i supposed to do with my life? Certainly i wasnt ment to work at bellsouth my whole life. Can i tell you what i really want out of life? no. its always the same. i feel so unimportant. like i am just a teardrop in a very big puddle.